Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?


PROFILEY

[Name] 意
[Location] singapore
[EgG-CrAcK] May
(TwiTTer) iamyMC

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Wednesday, 24 November 2010
Wednesday, November 24, 2010

heard this make me feel sad & down=(
somemore dont knw what to do...
everythings has gone bad to bad or worst again;<

y cant we call n & go visit them again y cant we do this again..what r they trying to do? isit they only BL her not me also..what if me also kana BL.
r they trying to let the kid to forget us forget those past yr that we did for them..y they want to do this kind of things infront of kids dont they knw that its bad for them.

im sad.
what should i do.
give up?


j&c
i missing u all alots alots.
do u all miss me?
pls forgive me that didnt go visit u al offen due to something that makes me cant go.. i really miss u all..
do u knw

Will you ever notice me...

Monday, 15 November 2010
Monday, November 15, 2010

ever since last monday of my visiting them at hougang untill i still havent seen them yet coz after that i was fell sick again untill sat than recover. this morning while i finish my ot at work i using my hp to cal hg bt gt into vioce mail.. reaching hme also e same.. guess they has again start playing that game again. haisss =((((
i dont understand what we did wrong again.
din they knw that they r showing a bad example to them (my n&n)



i missing them ao much.....

Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, 3 November 2010
Wednesday, November 03, 2010


call up just nw while waking up kaien pick up e phone n saying wanted to talk to bro awhile so i wake up go to his rm pass him my hp.. after that while bro pass me back my hp i heard jianen crying sound so i ask him y he cry after he ans e phone he says meimei snatch his lego toy that mama bough for him i told him that " ok dont cry tml i go visit u than u tell me again ok he reply ok." this was e first time that i can talk to him for more than 10sec for more than 2-3mins. was happy that this time that they didnt hang up my calls again. because nw adays they like to play this kind of games or just hang up e phone so that we wont get thru whenever we cal.
hiasssss.. what to do although e game that they setup is very childish n its very funny bt if we want to see them again. we need to follow they games rules.

was happy also that kaien has recover bit by bit after seenig kk doc i guess she is kana virus attack ba coz perivously her bro also fell sick bt was already recover after that

another 4 more days to his birthday le. n this is e first time that we cant b celebrate with him due of that... so sad this is also e first time that i cant celebrate with him n(~.~")

~ TO MY DEARTEST NEPHEW JIANEN ~
HAPPY 5TH BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE TO UU
MAY GOD BLESS N BLISS U GOOD HEALTH
GOOD MIND & BRAIN
& A VERY VERY HAPPY CHILDHOOD LIFE TOO !

JAYDEN AHYI ZHU NI
~ SHENG RI KUAI LE ~
" KUAI GAO CHANG DA"
^ SHENG DI JIAN JIAN KANG KANG ^
-- KUAIKUAI LELE --
--@ AH YI YOUNG YUN AI NI @@--
dont forget forgot AHYI ok!!!!
lets us....
PROMISE
CHOP
SIGN
SWEAR OK.

SORRY THAT I CANT B CELEBRATING BDAE WITH U ={

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Tuesday, 2 November 2010
Tuesday, November 02, 2010

after meeting up with mum at cwp she wanted to go up visiting them after hear i just come back frm hougang. she was very unhappy to hear that i just come back frm there keep asking me y i go there so sudden y i go there didint infrm her..
should i. im an adult not kids anymore. its all because of we n them things become like that. so u think shld i.
i just keep quiet .

she also cry whenever i told her what i do this morning at hougang with them
although she didnt cry out n i saw tears on her eyes n she knws it.she have been sick for 2-3 days due to her coughing wonder when than she want to see doc.

went up awhile (( actually not awhile is 1-2 hrs )) mum bought them a hugging toy that she bough frm mini toons almost spent spent 50++ on that toy that she bought frm them bt we also get a Life time vip card frm them too..they r so happy that mums bought them toy again jianen quickly put his hugging toy into their parent rms n kaien was holding on to it she was also very happy see to mum again coz lasttime she was very close to her at 7pm++ kaien vomited 2 times due to we want to let her eat a medic that can make her do her big business inside e toilet bt she refuess starts keeping moving abt when she was sitting on my mum lap n end up she vomit of on back
n ontop on my head so my tee n hair when her mum carrying her. my back almost gt all her vomitting smell..

they sent her to kkh after her vomiting n high fever 38.9 after her lg mum finish her short meeting inside her rm wondering y they need to wait for her to finish her short meeting than sent her to kkh.
after they went out to bring kaien to kk mum quickly call that s*** dad asking where is he coz she want to follow them to kk.(( wonder y so many ppl follow.)) after awhile that s*** dad reach hougsng we leaves e house after that bt b4 i walk out e gate i byby to jianen telling him to b good boy i will come n visit him again at first he byby to me bt after that he didnt coz b4 that he keep saying "y noboby plays with me.. "
after i come out to e house he was so unhappy refuess to look at me byby to me when his gongogng ask him to byb n look at me.. i can feel n knw that he is sad coz noboby plays with him now everyone acompany meimei to kkh left gonggong outside e hall gugu gu chang inside their rms..
went i walk to e lift i heard he saying to his gonggong that " y no one play with him."
was very pity him. he/they lost of care & love sometime when there is no one play with him at here ever since he/they stay there. cz when they stay with us this things wont happen...

they r very loney n out of cares loves keep staying at e house couldnt go out or anywhere. sometime bring them to other qiqing house only.. e rest



deartest nephew & niese
jianen kaien
im very sorry for what happen on u all between our adult problem i guess mayb u both r wondering y , what happen y so sudden that we cant go to sch anymore , y we cant stay with ahma ahgong house anymore... y this y that..
so sorry! all this things will b over very soon untill ur new house come n when u all start a new sch life in 2011. pls dont think too much nw n than as u all r still very young so what u all needs to do nw is enjoy " ur childhood lifes " dont think or care whatever we adult have have did. because its bad for u all ok.
" try ur very best to make it & do it !!!!"

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Tuesday, November 02, 2010

was at hougang since morning 11am i reach untill 245pm spent almost 2-3hrs playing talking feding with them its was great although kaien was sick due to her on off fever flu cough running nose n stomach pain mayb she have not being having her big business since she is sick. so pity her as looking at her face it remind me of a animals "rabbit". she look like a rabbit abit of red eyes abit of red nose..also cooked some porrdige for them for their lunch jian en eaten up 1 plate of porrdige that his mama(grandma) feeds him as for kaien she just eat 2-3 spoon that she dont want to eat anymore due to her sickness =(

heard their mama say thursday was their dad trun to look after them so i guess we cant get their parent permission to bring them out on that dat as ke is sick;((
so i think after my monthly injection @ nsc i will go up to visit them again bt hope their wont b not at home after they knw we r going uo tml. coz they like to play with us thus type of game very much =[[

ask jian that what she want for his coming bdae present on sun so that i can buy for him ml than bring it up for him. he told us he want SM & ben10. so i decided to buy him those he want for his bdae.

over all bth of them is very happy that i went up visit them with their story book that bought frm school especially kE she was very very happy to see me keeps talking to me telling me somethingthats she dreaming n happen between her n his bro.
hope i can have e next time to go n visit them. no matter they r staying @ hougang or puggol (( their new house ))

MY DEARTEST NIESE KAIEN
GET WELL VERY SOON !!!!!
SPEEDY RECOVER SOON TOO !!!!


* although is a tiring day for me. BT its worth it =DDD

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