finally my bro has proposal jun.. > ^congrats* < soon our house will b busying in my bro wedding hmm... hope that this time wont need to b wake up very early like lasttime my sis wedding. coz that will b very tiring for me to b wake up that early although im not e ~pigleg~. this is our 2rd x doing all this hope very thing will b very smooth good + fun lo.. dont like my sis wedding not fun btt very sian lo haizzz..

now adays i have been very tiring. every week day after my work i have to rush back hme after brush my teeth than i have to wake my nephew up to bath for him make 1 bottle of milk for him to drink for his breadfast after that sent him to sch after that go back to hme again cook porrdige for them for their lunch than after that my niese will auto wake up at 10am++ to ask for her milk which will b her bf too after that b4 1215pm need to bath brush her teeths for her b4 fetching her bro back frm sch at 1230pm n sent her to sch at 1pm. normaly i always late for fetching her bro back frm sch because normaly i will reach there at abt 1240-1245pm due to e bus i miss.. so e teacher over there most of the time will tell me " can u pls try ur very best to come early because i need to go for my lunch n need to b back at 1pm" or they will show me a kind of face that " u late again, or just smile at me " i knw they need to have their lunch n need to b back at 1pm btt can they just put themself into my shose n think for me that im very tiring n yet i still need to do all this thing just for their parent dont cares only knw how to work n play, can they also think of me too i didnt get anything or money being doing all this. im a human also want me to think for u all than who think of me! y must i doing all this they dont *ling qin* for what i did.. everyday need to sent n bring them back frm sch need to cook meals for them everyday.. than what their parent did(especial thier mum). palying online games lay on e bed counting her arm hair sleeping. i didnt see her doing anything for their kids n didnt even see her doing any housework. their sch home work also need us to teach them guide them. whenever she knows that we have finish teaching her kid sch homework she will playing with them like nothing happen, bt i cant just leave it like that coz in e next day is im e one who sent them to sch not her or who ever. what she knw is shouting at them yelling at them bit them. treat us like shit,dog,maid..
when dose their house coming

how i wish i can b stornger n stornger to fight back.. to fight for the things i want