i dont knw what i did is right or wrong bt just now my bro n what yesterday my friend who accompany me for 1 whole morning says somethings which makes me feel that what i did is wrong n its not right too.. im very sad now.. my heart feel saltly..

yesterday morning at 8am++ my hp alarm rings to wake me up due to i need to wake my nephew up for schl bt when i open up my rms door i saw my sis rm door was open so i guess she already wake up early than me.. i walk to e kitchen n saw she was bathing for her son preppering to bring him for sch.. things happen..

after bathing for her son she found that non of her son sch-U was hang on e stand bt un-wash n than she was very piss off so she start keep banging e door n bit her son for dont what reason inside her monkey hill to shown that she was very piss off that no one washing her son sch-U.. after that keep banging my rm door just to make my niese wake up coz she is sleeping with us everynight.( i shout at her that what she want 3,4X bt she dont ans. Y cant she just ask e key frm me y must she banging e door ) i knw y. because she dont like me so she rather choose not to talk to me bt bang e door. if e door or gate is spoil there is non of her business coz that is not her house what for she cares.
can u imagine she was staying at home since e sch holiday this month.. n was doing non of e house work just only surfing net playing online games or going out w/o saying going where n throw her 2 kids at home didint care wearther they eaten or not..whenever she comes back she will always stay inside her dirty rm(( monkey hill ))... she dont care her kids at all n she also dont even respect us too bt treaten us like maid n driver.. somemore she cant even borther to wash her kid sch-U bt just only knw hw to nagging banging like crazy mad women inside e house infront of her kids. can u imagine.
dont understand what type of mum is she. useless idiot mad crazy woman. feel very sad for her 2 kids. they r born not in e right time right family. i always says this to myself whenever isaw their devil mad mum. poor thing =(((

n now whenever i was at e living rm when my mum was not around due to her work she will always ask her 2 kid go inside her monkey hill sleep on her itch bed. when they wants to drink milk she refues to make for them bt just ask them to sleep so end up they didnt drink n eat coz they was scare she will get crazy again n again n again. poor thing...

i knw some will say its was a MISUNDERSTANDING between me n her.. bt sad to says that its not.. for me. bt we r like that since young.. i dont think i have done anythings wrong yesterday as i odnt want to creat trouble between i n her infront of her kid ecause its not good n right for them also coz they r still young its bad for thierslef although its already bad n happen infront of them ..
i really dont knw what to do they newly monkey falt will b coming on b4 or after cny 2011 at BG that will b another 5-6 month.. i really cant wait for that long im sure she too.. how...
what shall i do.. she will creat trouble whenever there is no 1 at home in e morning i cant always go out early in e morning due to she like to finding fault with me.. so wat shall i do can anyone help me PLEASE !!!! i really need HELP!!!!