Here's a story of a girl,
 Living in the lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I check you out,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
 If you lose your way,
 I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?


PROFILEY

[Name] 意
[Location] singapore
[EgG-CrAcK] May
(TwiTTer) iamyMC

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EXITSY

*-SuLing-* -*cheryL-* -*Michelle-*
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Saturday, 30 October 2010
Saturday, October 30, 2010

为什么挂我电话。第二次了。为什么听到是我就挂。。。我只想听听他们的声音跟他们说说话难道这也不可以吗。
so sad dont understand y they hang up my call while they hear my voice n talk to me awhile than hang up.. isit someone ask them to do that

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Friday, 29 October 2010
Friday, October 29, 2010

this afternoon went to cw metro buy 1 set of sleeping cloth for my niese n nephew ever since their last yr birthday i have not being buying anything for them so just now went to metro with mum buying that cloth for them those cloth is currently what they like e cartoon one ( gong zhu for my niese & ben10 for my nephew ) donno will they like it n wear it ant..mum nw is on her way to hougang to pass them e things that i buy for them.

" i miss them alots "

before they went up to hougang we go take our dinner first n before we went out mum call their house n my niese pick upe phone mum chat with her abit than she pass e phone to me after that my niese starts to tell me that she want to study at here... i told her if u want to study at there u must b good gal just like what u did at ur pervious school n she say okok.. bt went i wanted to countinue to chat with her someone beside her ask her to hang up e phone.( although e person talk very softy bt i still can hear..)

y. y that person want to do untill like this we already cant see each others everyday like lasttime n nw u ( that person ) still doing this. y. i knw my neise still have things want to tell me bt due to that person she hang up e phone.(*~*"")y cant u let me talk to them abit longer isit very hard for u to doing that.. isit e phone bills very b very exp if let me chat or talk to her/them abit longer.. although u have e right. bt y u want to do untill like that

i knw we r in a worng.
bt dont forget.
u also got wrong too.

this coming 7nov is my nephew bdae.
i dont knw can i/we b celebrate with him just like last yr antt

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Thursday, 28 October 2010
Thursday, October 28, 2010

都事因为你事情才会变成这样。
都是因为你的话事情才会变成这样。
都是因为你的“自以为是”事情才会变成这样。。。
都是因为你笨蛋白痴做为他们才不能上来这里，
都是因为你他们才不可以在住在我们家而我不在能陪他们吃喝玩乐做功课了。。
...Itis its so hard for u to say that words out thur ur mouth.
Isit

thursday 5pm

大人们说话，吵架，打架，往往受伤害最大的还是小孩。
因为他们会学我们大人们的一言一语一举一动所以我们要为我们所做过的事所说过的话负上很大的责任。

so now r u 承认 that is ur fault. If no. Than pls for ur godness n my godness sick stop doing all this thing since u still dont 承认 At all although i knw that its not all ur or our fault. Bt its because of u than things become like this de.
Y cant u just 道歉 To them, to e people who u hurt before. Is there so hard for u to... say e word of 对不起...

Tuesday at 6:34pm

what happen just now y things become like that

October 24 at 9:54pm

i have e right not to do anything but i dont have e right to chose e things that i dont want to do.
hiassss..
What a life iss

October 24 at 1:27am



this is what i post every now n& than since that day.. feeling very deeply down now adays bt need to b acting like nothing like non of my business like that....

Will you ever notice me...

Tuesday, 26 October 2010
Tuesday, October 26, 2010

3rd day.

i still not use to it every morning i come back frm work step into e house all e hui yi being coming out thur my mind one by one. everywhere in e house got their ying zi no matter is bed rm , toilet , kitchen , hall or outside e gate all have their ying zi which make me want to cry. yesterday i went to hougang with mum after her work coz she want to bring up somethings which belong to my N&N we took a cad up straight reaching abt 4pm+ bt there is no one at hme while we go out at first i tot mayb they knw we will went up so close e door n window to let us tot that there is noboby at home. bt we went up again e 2rd x after taking my l&d at hougang mall saw that e door n window is open so happy inside my heart that x . that x was 5pm we stay inside e house for only e 25mins (( what a short 25mins i ever have spent with them )) than mum ask me to go off cz her MIL n sis is coming back frm work liao. once i step out of e gate my heart feel sad n wanted to cry..

what is really happen on sun afternoon while mum at sis MIL house.
y things become like that..

frm sun onward i went to work myself didnt ask anyone to send me go for work ocz i m very very very very SUPPER DAMNER unhappy with what e F***ing idiot lp has says n did infront of them. n i alsovery very very very very SUPER unhappy with what she say also.

y cant she admit her fault if she done somethings wrong.
y cant she just say a words of S***y. isit really that hard for her to say.
y she always want us to listen to whatever she say or want us to do bt never think of how we feel.
we did she bt not what she wants. she not happy we never did she also not happy.

can we trun back e clock
Y r we become like that.

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Monday, 25 October 2010
Monday, October 25, 2010

im sad;(( really sad since lastnite that unknow things happen..

i dont knw what happen last night untill now also dont knw bt i guess it must be something between mum & sis o n me ba..frm today onwards my house will b very quiet wont b have my niese n nephew voice around wont b seing them playing here n there make untill e hall floor full of mess dont have to wake my nephew up for school every wk day morning dont need to cook porrdige for them wont need to teach homework n spelling.... wont b seeing my niese haven sleep at night because they not here anymore. they r nw at hougang my sis MIL house since yesterday morning. if i say i dont miss is not true. i MISS really.

i miss some morning they will greet me "good morning anty" "anty i want to see oto" " anty i want to drink milk milk" "anty i want to play animal crazer" "anty i want that pinky HK toy" "thanks U anty i love u" "anty i want to go library" "anty r we go level4 isit inside e library" "anty can i play ur hp" "anty r we going to school" "anty my friend dont want to friend me leh" sometime they will kiss me while i go for work ask me to faster come back dont go anywhere or ask me to sleep with them during e afternoon nap after they come back frm school...

all this already become a " ji yi " for me if really cant true back e clock.
('x")

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Sunday, 10 October 2010
Sunday, October 10, 2010



today is my bro n his gf rom day. luckily i already recover abit yesterday if not i wont b attend his rom day today..

have being sick for 1 whole week..ya i have being sick for dont knw what reason for 1whole wks n was resting at home for that whole wks too. keep on sleeping frm night untill e next day afternoon if no ones wake me up or disturb me. went to KTP a&e on wed nite thurs morning e doc taken my blood test n x ray n saying that my x ray is ok bt ask me go for another blood test at ploy on fri coz my first blood test was not so good.. n he also suppect that i may have get dangue fever. so he given me 3 day of mc resting at hme n a letter for going to ploy on fri to take e 2rd blood test. this is my first time went to that hosp. my commemt is

poor.
1.papper cups no more nv refill
2,floor got blood nv clean up..
3.tk medic no plastic bag if wan need to pay extral 10cent
4.went to cheers buys drink also same thing.
5.no chinese nurse on shift at night all malay expect doc
there is still have alots of things that they needs to improve.

Will you ever notice me...